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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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![]() CARNIVORA Predators don’t come around to show you silver cutlery for your eyes, lend you milk. I am ten years old when I review nonchalant anatomy until I’m fluent. Take the enclosure like a glass of egg.
This is my mouth, furnished with new bone. This is the hacienda between my thighs, preparing to fold limbs from arches and new eyes from the collage of moon. I work on saying no for years, this word can refract around the shell of an ear for years. This word is a bridge in a woman’s mouth, spliced with mist. PREDATORIA You name every rifle in your father’s hunting cabinet another synonym for escape. This crevasse, a rite of passage: your hands trembling in unknowns, exquisitely to reign & freezing in the dark. Sometimes in a city drowning in the dusk, your mother tries to shape your sorrow into something she can blame herself for. By the side of a road, a dead man promises his children that tomorrow he will wake from hibernation. The precise moment it comes, you are infinity within creased knuckles, breastbone from a body that is not yours—or one that was, until you traded it for the memory of incandescence. Listen: every deer in this forest is learning the sound of anguish. Tomatoes wither, roses grimace. Listen: the moon rises so loud in the sky (turns black in fear). In some other version of this night, your body knows all the places it has not yet been. Perhaps one day you will relearn the art of inhaling, but today is not that day. Instead there is only your father's cabinet, somehow swinging open. Mouth lifting, soulless, toothless as so many rifles swimming helpless of humour in their trapped jawbone. Comments are closed.
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