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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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![]() My hair is pulling out of my scalp, heavy like the cords attached to my head -- sticky, itchy, painful to take off. They are venomous snakes and I am Medusa. Memories, sucked out of me with the force of her former beauty, with the cursed ease that she can take or give life, and the power
that tore through her innocence melding us with the loss of mine. We shatter into pieces, leaving only the ghosts of our torments floating in front of our eyes. The hollow stone shell of my brain is what cleaves our heads open; static VCR tones are our screams. The rocking horse I haven't owned for at least ten years is Perseus's steed lurching forward; it slams into us with the cold, stony indifference of a battering ram. Fresh stone or damp wood, the coolness is indistinguishable against our skin. Wallpaper chips off the ceiling, sprays disintegrating baby deer eyes like pellets of acid rain; but it isn't rain, it's blood; the blood of Medusa, dripping onto my forehead from her right temple as she leans over me, exorcized, and my eyes are my own again when I open them now. The shower water feels like tiny bullets against my skin as I get up off the floor, legs unsteady as a fawn, and though I feel her presence fade, the swirling portal inside me closing for now, we do not say goodbye. Comments are closed.
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