|
|
a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
|
 [content warning: mentions of death]
i could end the world if i had to & end the world for the people i cherish the most people that stabbed me with their broken shards almost as much as i choke them with my words  [content warning: sexual abuse]
He comes to you, hungry. The first time he comes to you, he’s smiling. It’s painted on tv as he stands a country away from you in some Hollywood studio. And everyone laughs because he’s making a joke. But you don’t see anything funny about him. No. He’s lovely serious.  [content warning: toxic relationships, substance abuse]
in the backseat of a stranger’s honda, the cigarette stain on my wrist still shines like alabaster. i am laced into my white dress from junior prom, but i have a feeling we graduated years ago.  isn’t it funny how i was promised that paper memories were invincible, but yesterday they wilted in the summer heat? how promises made in youth don’t last? how grandma gave me origami cranes and simpler things, fairytales, metaphors, carved into asphalt & strung in intervals along the lining of my cranium—one, two, three—
|
Photos from Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), SchuminWeb (CC BY-SA 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), shixart1985 (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), Ivan Radic (CC BY 2.0), Nenad Stojkovic (CC BY 2.0), wuestenigel (CC BY 2.0), Marco Verch (CC BY 2.0), Michael M Stokes, mickeydilesphoto, Dai Lygad, Wonderlane, andrevanb, Elvert Barnes, wuestenigel, pstenzel71, shixart1985, яіску ѕнояє, ::ErWin, paweesit, musee de l'horlogerie, John Brighenti, Joe K Gage, DraXus, Ivan Radic, texaus1, jjes84, CoreBurn, marfis75, Ivan Radic, John Beans, Phillip Pessar, spoilt.exile, unukorno, whale05, shixart1985, wuestenigel, Andrew Gustar, Xjs-Khaos, Robert Couse-Baker, ezhikoff, SchuminWeb, Mike Kniec, CarbonNYC [in SF!], Ron of the Desert, ::ErWin, Cool-Rock.com, Neil Tackaberry, LukeDetwiler, miamism, T.Kiya, USAID Central Asia, blachswan, mayeesherr., anokarina, SchuminWeb, shixart1985, kasio69, zigazou76, @ S@ndrine, shixart1985, marta_pcr, Nick_Rowland, ~jar{}, manoftaste.de, walknboston, Free Public Domain Illustrations by rawpixel, Bernal Saborio G. (berkuspic), Goat Tree Designs, pstenzel71, efleming, www.metaphoricalplatypus.com, Jorge Franganillo, Tabea Scotchdopodo, shixart1985, halfrain, shankar s., pburka, Matthew Levine, SchuminWeb, hepp, nudelbach, forkcandles, SteveMcD, Free Public Domain Illustrations by rawpixel, hedera.baltica, Phalinn Ooi, monkeyatlarge, Verde River, DaxtonPhotography, marfis75, CityofStPete, bellemarematt, shixart1985, hannes-flo, Ivan Radic, gurdonark, georigami, mikecogh, M McBey, pstenzel71, victor408, azamather, Rob Olivera, RG in TLV, qgil, Ivan Radic, mia.miau___, Jevgenijs Slihto, Elvert Barnes, edk7, Brett Jordan, shixart1985, Ivan Radic, bhavyabali, shixart1985, joshtilley, John Brighenti, wbaiv, abbilder, Caitlinator, kaolin fire, anna kortes, Scouse Smurf, Hedgehog_Digital, Orange County Archives, EssamSaad, Paul Comstock, theilr, Mike J Maguire, California Sea Grant, wuestenigel, *_*, Arc Light, SchuminWeb, lamdogjunkie, Jason M Parrish, lightfetcher, torstenbehrens, ezhikoff, Joe Senft, Nick_Rowland, denisbin, JohnGGM, stanzebla, Timothy Neesam (GumshoePhotos), dbudaw13, Arian Zwegers, pom'., ambabheg, Clive Varley, gamppart, abbilder, Go-tea 郭天, Noel Feans, ЕгорЖуравлёв, Eric Kilby, DarrellR, spablab, Maïlis Donnet, torstenbehrens, Kurt Stocker, US Department of State, kinglear55, erix!, Clint__Budd, Rubbermaid Products, M McBey, kishjar?, Channy Yun, Jeanne Menjoulet, shixart1985, Muhammad Zeeshan, GSankary, andressolo, watchsmart, fotojammer, Fan.D & Dav.C Photgraphy, Dr Stephen Dann, Dr. Alexey Yakovlev, Elvert Barnes, edenpictures, SchuminWeb, KimCarpenter NJ, mikecogh, qubodup, put_the_needle_on_the_record, ontourwithben, A.Shalaev, T.Kiya, nosha, bertknot, onnola, shixart1985, boscho87, Dean Hochman, shixart1985, Kzoo Cowboy, Military Sealift Command, amy32080, Scouse Smurf, shixart1985, VV Nincic, zeevveez, freddie boy, яіску ѕнояє, tracie7779, Pichiko Photography, Free Public Domain Illustrations by rawpixel, denisbin, gidlark, corbin_dana, torstenbehrens, nickstone333, wuestenigel, Klaus Wessel, jjhasse, Tim @ Photovisions, verchmarco, tcees, Claudio Marinangeli, Derek Keats, sajinrajknilambur, Sharon Mollerus, S@ndrine Néel, ЕгорЖуравлёв, vhines200, davecito, chadao, ihamr, Israel_photo_gallery, claudia.schillinger, Tony Armstrong-Sly, kla4067, shixart1985, Joe K Gage, G Yancy, mripp, andy michael2012, Jeanne Menjoulet, Alias 0591, rossomoto, Tanja-Milfoil, SchuminWeb, Ninara31, Scouse Smurf, nudelbach, tristanloper, Rosmarie Voegtli, Nicky Nuka, Misha Sokolnikov, marfis75, Junta de Andalucía, T.Kiya, dalecruse, tinyfroglet, SaguaroNPS, mollyktadams, pang yu liu, abbilder, It's No Game, Tim Evanson, Alexandre Dulaunoy, Puddin Tain, 2ndPeter, Christof Timmermann, sholeh!!, dcysurfer / Dave Young, lilli2de, Tony Webster, archer10 (Dennis), Gareth Milner, kinglear55, Ivan Radic, Maïlis Donnet, Nick Hensman, Kimmo Räisänen, shixart1985, Free Public Domain Illustrations by rawpixel, Tero Karppinen, byzantiumbooks, Ivan Radic, Zengame, bertknot, abbilder, Gael Varoquaux, Luis Zamora (eldelinux), Onasill ~ Bill - Be Safe, Lea-Kim, foundin_a_attic, Sauntering Photographer, BLM Oregon & Washington, SchuminWeb, hedera.baltica, Mike J Maguire, Fan.D & Dav.C Photgraphy, RichardBH, ronniefleming@btinternet.com, rafiq s, Klaus Wessel, edenpictures, edenpictures, surtr, skyseeker, Ray in Manila, Mr.TinDC, Eneas, cyclonebill, Rod Waddington, charlieishere@btinternet.com, shixart1985, Clint__Budd, Steve Nimmons | Exposure Triangle, pua.lehua, TonyHall, Dirk Ahrens, Tutenkhamun Sleeping, der-sebi, @LIQUIDBONEZ, Ron of the Desert, frank carman, chocolatedazzles, California Sea Grant, IISG, spoilt.exile, Ron of the Desert, antonè, sunriseOdyssey, Jerry7171, Mark Ittleman, pockethifi, Doreeno, edenpictures, Gayle Nicholson, Free For Commercial Use Fashion Lifestyle Images, chrisd90, byzantiumbooks, wuestenigel, Jocey K, mikecogh, Sergei_41, pstenzel71, Rob Dammers, wuestenigel, shankar s., Tony Webster, josecdimas, Imahinasyon Photography, emiliokuffer, abbilder, andy michael2012, Salem State Archives, Ninara, bluebirdsandteapots, aiva., REM Photo, verchmarco
