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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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a space for youth writing on mental health & identity
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![]() Sel sent me a postcard from Paris, made a phone call from Montevideo, and mailed a package from Nepal. I wrote back to her - my fingers wrapped tightly around the wooden colored pencils she sent me last summer, the ones engraved with poorly translated Romanian phrases in gold. ![]() House. And you said you wanted a house. I was not sure what you meant by the house. I have a lovely, two-story house with potted vines wrapped around the fence. Sometimes you went to buy flowers to put in our home. And every time you came back with a bouquet of flowers, you cried. ![]() silky ripples pool up beneath the nape of Liberty’s neck under this characteristic Arizona blend of heat & spice & dust & song; she covers artificial canvases with bloody opposition i turn to the sky. ![]() Each word you spoke, each thorn you flung Used to pierce my fragile heart Each string of happiness hanging on By the force of dreams in the silence Yearning for more stillness and delusion ![]() Before carving ( yesterday / Monday morning / this moment but one year later / the curtains where dust & shadow stop waltzing ) into (an extinguished birthday party / the Autumn breeze CATHARSIS from Greek κάθαρσις, the notion of ‘release’ through drama (catharsis (sense 1)) derives from Aristotle's Poetics. ![]() the gods speak of me in whispers say I am selfish insatiable because I cannot hold this unfettered tongue (it is a dangerous thing / child / to be this loud) ![]() These days-- These days I roll out of bed with an innate weariness that stretches back to the beginning of time, back to the creation of humans, though it is always with a sense of individuality that this funny feeling takes up space in my mind, and it seems as though I’m the only one who has ever felt low. These days I listen to classical music to remember that it is autumn: Bach, Beethoven, Chopin. There are the newer composers, too. Marianelli. Alexandre Desplat’s Little Women. Bluebird. These days I feel a different kind of loneliness, the loneliness of watching things go by and by, like tracing the blurry outlines of buildings through a moving window. ![]() There is this one line my dad would always sing After spending hours under the glistening Florida sun Sand in my hair, salty air, running into the water just for fun He told me that the waves knew every thing, They were full of questions and answers to anything ![]() last week, i sat on the curb between our two houses i lit a red and thought of you and summer and my brother’s crashed car and everything else that once lived right there where i sat. ![]() Time and again I find myself fascinated by the falsehood of memory. It seems that each detail of the past is blurred and indistinct in my mind, without a solid form to cling to, regardless of my continued determination to take a particular moment and press it precisely into the various folds of my brain. |
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